I’m not afraid of you or trying again.. I’m afriad of getting hurt for the same reasons. I’m not that little girl anymore who you took a huge part of, while she just stood there and helplessly watched you break her into tiny little pieces. Don’t forget that this time. A lot has happened since then and I’m a hell of a lot stronger than I used to be. I’ve learned how to protect myself and most impotantly my heart. With that being said, I am choosing to change the way I look at ‘things’ and by doing that I am hoping the ‘things’ I am looking at will change.. because I ultimately believe that sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you.